Yay !! I'm sick again.. Hohoho.
Woke up late for shoot today.
Had a bad bad dream. Couldnt wakie from the fucking dream.
Alarm clock rang for an hour then i woke up.
When i wakie, my head fucking fucking heavy, throat fucking fucking pain. Fever liao lors.
My maid made crysanthemum tea.
But drink liao like not much difference..

Had fun with them today.
(Angela, xintian, xavier & alvis)
Or i should say, tried to enjoy myself.
At least got to sing my feelings out.
Really thank them so much for making me feel happy =))
And thanks so much for the hello kitty laser !!

I'm just so stupid..
Knowing nothing will work out but just cant leave it.
Dont even know what am i exactly feeling now.
Angry, hurt, sad & disappointed.
Hais .............
Omg!! How ?
I feel like i'm really dying.
Really really dying..
I still dont understand.
Why are you doing such things..
Just not facing it..
Really really sad..
Feeling so lost..
Why am i more sad instead of angry?
Fuck mans..
Seriously fucking hate myself..
Fuck !!

Need some time to really stand up on my feet again.
Hope he's doing fine though..


With loves, xiaoHUII <3*